BLAME  IT ALL ON SOMEONE ELSE

Once I saw a dainty dancer

She twirled across the stage.

I wondered if this little figure

Was filled with joy or rage?

I saw no feelings on her face

As it was just a blur

I stood there staring at her grace

And wished I could be her.

Once I saw a woman ride

A horse so artfully;

Not a movement did she make

Their minds were one, you see

They walked and turned while in the ring

They cantered, jumped and flew.

Horse and rider both as one

I said “I want to be you”

Unfortunately, I go through life

Not looking at my talents.

Not confident of me, myself,

And lacking any balance

I try to show some confidence

I act so large and tall.

But family, friends and strangers

Don’t see me here at all.

I passed this on to daughter love

I was afraid of her conceit

And now I feel so terribly bad

That all she only feels defeat.

I know we’ve all made errors

And wish we could have changed.

But, sadly we must live with them

And only feel deranged.

Well, I’ve made so many “mother” errors

I remember every one

They’re things my mother taught to me

And Dr. Spock’s “good” way.

So, I crawl again beneath my rock

Relieved to be alone.

Perhaps this is my chosen space,

My special safety zone.